Wo Anjaan Shaksh

                                                                       Wo Anjaan Shaksh

“DIL TODNE WALE TO BAHUT  MILE, KAASH KI KOI DIL JODNE WALA BHI MILTA AUR KAHTA KI SIRF MAI HI HU IS DIL KE LAAYAK…. “

Yahi wo line thi jo maine apne whatsapp ke status pe likh rakhi thi hamesha ki tarah, par mujhe kya pata tha ki is line me itna dard chupa hua hai ki koi khicha hua chala aayega.

Baat kuch 1 saal pahle ki hai (1 year). Haa itna waqt hi to gujra hai. Mujhe apne office tour ke liye apne hi ek colleague ke saath Hyderabad jana tha. Mausam bahut jada hi garm tha. Aur meri garmi se bahut purani dushmani. Sham ki train thi Lucknow – Hyderabad, Lucknow Railway station se. Train 5:00 PM ki thi. Mujhe aur mere colleague ko office bhi pahuchna tha, kyu ki kuch IT ka material leke jana tha.

 Mai to subah se taiyari me lag gaya tha kyu ki South India mujhe bahut pasand hai. IT ke logo ke liye achi opportunity hai.  Bas fir kya jaise hi mere senior ne kaha ki aapko Hyderabad jana hai apne colleague ke saath, maine bina kuch soche samjhe khushi khushi  haa (Yes) bol diya. Mai wakai me bahut khush tha. Mai ghar aaya aur raat me sochne laga ki kaise hoga wo shahar. Wo log kahte hai na Kalpna (Imagine) karna, haa wahi to kar raha tha mai. Ab to bas subah ka intjar tha.

Wo subah, kya subah thi, ek alag si taajgi, ek alag si chidiyo (Birds) ki chahak. Kuch bhi kahiye magar garmi ki subah bahut hi shaandar hoti hai. Haa mujhe garmi se bahut jada hi nafrat hai par garmiyo ki subah se nahi. Mai utha aur jaldi jaldi taiyar ho gaya. Mai aur mera pyara chota bhai, dono hi rahte the, us chote se kiraye ke room me. Mere bhai ne kaha bhaiya aap taiyar ho jaiye, mai bahar se doodh aur Maggie le aata hu. Aur udhar mai taiyar ho gaya. Ab to bas chaay pee ke aur Maggie kha ke nikalna hi tha bas, kyuki bag to maine raat ko hi pack kar liya tha. Bas ab office jaana tha.

Office pahuchte hi mere seniors ne bola aur bhai taiyari ho gayi saari. Maine bola haa Sir, ye raha mera chota sa bag, aur sach bolu to maine jada kuch pack bhi nahi kiya tha, kewal  jaruri saman hi liya tha. Par mere liye utna saman hi sab kuch tha. 

Intjaar karte karte sham ho gayi, par mere colleague abhi tak nahi aaye. Bahut saare phone calls bhi kiye gaye, par koi response nahi. Mai bahut pareshan ho gaya, achanak hi wo saare sapne ab sirf sapne lagne lage. Aisa lagne laga ki Train chhoot jayegi. Mai ek dam se nirash ho kar ek lambi si aah bharke wahi meri office wali chair pe baith gaya. Meri pareshani ka ehsas koi bhi mere chehre se padh sakta tha. Tabhi achanak ek aahat hui, maine dekha wo colleague aa chuke the. Unke aate hi mai fir se khushi ho gaya, par is baar badi chalaki se maine khushi wale ehsas chhupa liye aur gusse wala chehra bana rakah tha. Unko aate hi bahut daant bhi sunni padi thi. Sir logo ne bahut sunaya tha. Par ab ham dono jane ko taiyar the. Wo Sir office se ek badi si bottle water ki bharne lage, kyu ki paani bhaut thanda tha aur jaruri bhi tha is garmi me. Maine mana kiya aur bola ki train chhoot jayegi. Par jaise taise ham log office se station ke liye nikle. Par wo kahte hai na life me jab jada excite ho jao to kuch chije bhool jate ho, hua bhi bilkul waisa hi, ham dono ko abhi tak idea nahi tha ki Train North junction se jayegi ya south junction. Saaman bhi bahut jada tha office ka, isliye ek log ko auto me rukna tha aur doosre ko train pata karni thi kyu ki bas 10 minutes hi to bahche the. Maine decide kiya ki mai train pata karunga, mai auto se utra aur daudta hua North station ki taraf bhaga, par waha pe digital board me display nahi ho rahi thi train, maine do baar dekha, fir maine socha bhagte hue south station ko jata hu, waha pahucha to waha bhi Display nahi ho rahi thi. Ab mai to hairan ho gaya ki ye kya hua, fir mere colleague ne kaha ki ruko mai dekhta hu, aur wo north station ki taraf gaye aur 2 minute ke baad aaye aur bola train north station se platform no. 2 se jayegi 30 minutes me, maine kaha par waha to display nahi ho raha. To unhone chutki lete hue kaha ki aapne to train hi gayab karwa dii. Mai samjh gaya ki maine hadbahat me kuch galti kar di hogi. Mai khud pe has raha tha, ham dono ne ek lambi si saas li aur chal diye train ki taraf. Platform pe pahuche to dekha ki train khadi thi. Ham dono ne apna compartment dhoondha aur seat pe jake baith gaye. Apna saman seat ke neeche laga diya. Aur ham dono fir meri bewkoofta pe hasne lage aur hamare saath train me ek Dada jib hi the wo bhi hasne lage. Mai has to raha tha par mere andar ki vyatha ko sirf mai hi jaan sakta tha ki mai kitna excite tha. Par mujhe bhi kaha pata tha ki mai apna ateet(past) jise peeche chor chuka hu, uska ek hissa ab bhi mujhe ek nayi jindagi dene ke liye bacha hai. Ya fir yu kahe ki jeene ki nayi raah sikhane ke liye bacha hai. 

Darasal baat ye thi ki mai bahut hi kamjor dil wale logo ki shreni(series) me aata tha, kisi bhi shaksh pe aasani se bharosa kar lena, use apna ek dam pakka wala dost maan lena, uske liye kuch bhi kar jana, apne hisse ki khushiya bhi use de dena. Aur baad me usi dost se kisi choti si baat pe dhokha khana aur bahut dard sahna, Aisa mere saath kai dosto ne kiya, jinhe mai apna ek sachha dost samjhta thaw o sirf meri is kamjori ka fayda uthaya karte the. In sab se mai dard me rahne laga, andar hi andar ghutne laga ki mai aisa kyu hu. Kyu God ne mujhe aisa banaya, kyu mujhse kisi ka dard nahi dekha jata, kyu mai bahut jaldi hi kisi ke bhi dard ko apna samjh leta hu, aur jab tak uska dard door na ho jaye khud ko bhool jata hu, aur baad me unhi logo se mujhe dard milta hai, mai aksar raato me ya akelepan me sochta rahta aur kabhi kabhi to ye aakhe bhi geeli ho jaati. Par kya karta, mai aisa hi tha. Aur mujhe aisa hi rahna pasand tha aur mujhe lagta ki us God ne mere liye koi ek shaksh to banaya hi hoga jo mujhe samjh sake, jo meri bhavnao ke saath na khele. Aur isi intjar me mai fir se wahi galti karta tha. Par kise pata tha ki kuch aisa bhi hone wala tha meri life me, Wo Anjan shaksh meri life ko ek nayi disha degaa.

Ham dono ko train me baithe hue kaafi waqt ho chuka tha, par train abhi tak start nahi hui. Aur mai man me hi ek nayi udaan le raha tha, sayad apne future ko lekar. Tabhi achanak train ne horn diya aur train start ho gayi. Wo platform aaj bhi mujhe yaad hai, Train start hui aur dheere dheere chalne lagi. Log fir bhi chadh rahe the train me,  Beverages aur water waale daud daud ke apne saman ko bechne ki kosis kar rhe the. Is bhagdaud me train ne raftar (speed) pakad li. 

Abhi tak ham dono baat kar rahe the, tab maine decide kiya ki ab apni seat pe jake thora aaram kiya jaye, aur mai aa gaya apni seat pe. Apne sapno ki aur hakeekat ki is kashmkash me mujhe yaad bhi nahai tha ka mere paas koi mobile phone aur usme Whatsapp pe messages bhi aa rhea honge, achanak hi mujhe yaad aaya, aur maine apna phone nikala, aur scroll karkecheck kiya to dekha ki 5 missed calls Dad ki aur total 85 messages the whatsapp ke aur kuch notifications the Facebook aur Hike ke. Sabse pahle maine Dad ko call kiya aur fir Mamma ko, fir bhai ko aur sabse yahi baat kahi ki maine train pakad li aur train chal chuki hai. Sabse baat karne ke baad ek lambi si saas li aur Phone ko pocket me rakh liya. Phone ko pocket me rakha hi tha ki achanak se phone ki tone ring hui. To pata chala ki koi whatsapp ka message aaya hai aur ye kisi Whatsapp group ka message nahi tha, kisi ne personally kiya tha. Actualy maine Whatsapp pe Group aur personal messages ke lie alag alag ringtone set karke rakhi thi. Maine apna phone nikala aur whatsapp open kiya , usme total 95 messages ho chuke the. Maine eke k karke dekhna suru kiya. Pahle maine group ke messages check kiye jo official group ke aur kuch personal group ke the, kuch jokes the aur kuch Battery charge karne wale messages ki doosre group me bhejo aur battery charge ho jayegi. Un sabko ignore karte hue maine personal messages open suru kiye. Pahle to mere kuch friends ke messages the jo mujhe travelling ke liye wish kar rahe the. Maine sabko thanks bola. Aur tabhi maine dekha ki ek Unknown number se messages aaye hue the. Maine turant hi use open karke check karna chaha, tabhi mere saath jo sir the unhone bulaya bole aao kuch kha lete hai fir aaram karte hai, maine bhi socha ki aisa karna hi thik hoga. Aur ham dono baith gaye khane ke liye, wo apne ghar Aaloo ki fried sabji aur poori bana ke laaye the, jo ki bahut tasty thi. Kuch poori khan eke baad hamne softdrink piya fir ham dono ne aaram karne ne ka socha, aur apni apni seat pe aa gaye.

Maine bahut kautoohal vash(exictement) apna whatsapp fir se open kiya aur us unknown contacts ke messages ko padhne ka socha. Us Unknown contact ki DP ek pyara se Rabit ki thi, jo hari hari ghaaso ke beech me baitha hua tha, un ghaaso me Oas (Dew) ki boonde chamak rahi thi, aur us rabit ne apne chhote chhote haatho me ek chhoti si Gaajar (carrot) pakad rakhi thi aur apne chhote chhote, safed aur chamkeele daato (teeth) se kutar kutar ke kha raha tha. Jo ki bhaut bahut pyara lag raha tha. Us unknown ka status tha  - “Life is so beautiful , Don’t waste it for wrong persons.“  Uski ye lines kahi na kahi mujhe apne liye lag rahi thi, kyu ki usne apna status bas 1 hour pahle hi change kiya tha. Par uski is line ne jaane mujhe kaha touch kiya, main ek lambi si aah bhari aur phone ko lock karke fir se apne aap ke bare me sochne laga. Uski lines aur apne bare me sochte sochte na jane kab aakh lag gayi. 

“Chaay le lo chaay, badhiya si adrakh (Ginger) wali chay, ek dam garam, agar achi na lage to paise mat dena, bas 10 rupye, chaay le lo chaay……. “ ye wo line thi jinse meri neend tooti thi, maine apni seat pe hi uthke dekha to ek chaay wala apni chaay ko sabse achhi chaay batakar bech raha tha. Maine dekha ke wo sir bhi uth gaye hai aur apni samne wale uncle se kuch baate kar rahe hai, kyuki agle hi din hamare desh (country) ke future ka result aane wala tha. Haa ye wahi din tha jiske agle din hamare desh ke itihas me ek bahut bada badlav aaya, jaha ek chaay bechne waala hamare desh ka Prime Minister bana. Haa mai baat kar raha hu aur hamare Respected Prime Minister Sri Narendra Modi Ji ki. 

In sab baato ke beech me maine sir se poocha ki kaha pahuche ham to unhone bola ki Allahabad pahuch gaye, aao neeche aake chaay pee lo. Maine kaha nahi sir aap lijiye, itni garmi me chaay, mujhse na hoga. Aur mai fir se sone ki kosis karne laga. Par tabhi mujhe yaad aaya ki mujhe kuch karna tha aur maine nahi kiya. Haa mujhe to whatsapp ke messages padhne the, us unknown ke bare me janna tha.

Aur maine fir Phone ko nikala to dekha ki mera phone switch off, sayad excitement me phone ko charge karna hi bhul gaya. Aur wo jab tak chal paya chala, nahi to band ho gaya. Ab mujhe tension hone lagi phone ko charge karne ki. Aur ek baat aaj kal ham logo ko apne khaane peene ki utni tension nahi hoti jitni ki phone ko charge karne ki hoti hai. Phone jara sa discharge hua ki ham penic ho jate, bas ye sochne lagte hai ki na jaane kaun kaun message kar raha hoga, na jaane kaun kaun call kar raha hoga. Par hota aksar iska ulta hi hai, jab ham apne phone ko dubara se charge karte hai to hame nirasha hi haath lagti hai, kyuki naa to hamari ummeed jitne message hote aur na hi missed calls. 

Maine bhi apna phone charge karne ke liye socha wo bhi isliye nahi ki kisi ke message ya calls aayi hogi, blaki isliye ki wo unknown kaun hai. Maine der na karte hue apne bag se laptop nikala, power on kiya aur Uska USB mode never sleeps  setting karke. Apne phone ko charge me laga ke laptop band kar diya aur intjaar karne laga ki kab ye phone switch on ho. 

“Hii, this is Mrinalini. Aapka status dekha aisa laga ki bahut dard bhara hai aapki life me. Maine to bahut kosis ki  khud ko aapko message na  karne ke liye par jada khud ko  rok nahi paayi. Naa jane kyu aapke dard se khud ko jodne ka man kar raha tha, isliye aapko message kiya. Naa jane kyu mahaj(only) aapki ek line se mujhe laga ki aap bahut ache insan hai. Par aap meri is harkat bura mat maniyega.”  Ye wo messages the jo us anjan shaksh ne bheje the. Ab mai sochne laga ki kaun hai, kyu ki is naam mai kisi bhi ladki ko door door tak bhi nahi janta tha, na meri koi relatives, na koi classmates, na hi koi officemates na hi ex-officemates. Aur na hi mere contacts me kisi ladki ka number hi tha, jo ladkiyo ka number tha bhi wo sirf relatives, jinse bahut bahut jada hi kam baat hoti thi. Aur ladkiyo se kabhi kabhi baat hoti thi jo classmates thi. Par is anjan shaksh mai pahchanne me nakamyaab raha. Maine apne sare conatcts ko message kiya aur poocha ki kya wo kisi aisi mrinalini ko jante hai, ya fir unhone mera number kisi ladki diya. Sabhi logo ne jawab diya, par kahi se aisa jawab nahi mila jisse kuch pata chal sake. 

Abhi tak raat ke 10 baj chuke the, naa jane kitne stations pe meri train ruki, mujhe kuch pata nahi kyuki mai to us anjan shaksh jiska naam mrinalini tha, khojne me laga tha. Par mai kuch pata na laga kar saka. Ab maine decide kiya ki dinner kar lete hai, to maine sir ko jagaya, jo ki besudh hoke soye hue the aur unka phone bas girne hi wala tha. Maine jagaya aur bola ki aaiye dinner karte hai, Katni station aane wala hai. Wo bhi maan gaye aur ham dono ek seat pe baithke baate karne lage, office ke bare me, office ke kaam ke bare me aur office ke kuch logo ke bare me. Par baat karte hue bhi mera man na jaane kyu bahut bechain ho raha tha, kaun  hai ye anjan shaksh, ise mera number kaise mila. bas yahi sab sochte hue katni station aa gaya. Ham dono ne khane ki do thaliya mangwayi aur khane baith gaye. Us thali me – 3 Roti, daal, paneer ki sabji, aalo ki sookhi sabji, sahi aur achar tha. 90 rupees ki wo ek perfect thali thi. Ham dono ne khana khaya, aur ek ek water bottle leke apni apni seat ko chal diye.

“Who are you? From where you got my number?” Maine use message kiya, raat ke 11 baj rahe the. Maine socha ki subah tak reply aayega, aur phone lock kar ke rakh liya. Par ye kya thik 5 minute ke baad reply aaya – “ Mai apni ek friend ka number search kar rahi thi, uska number same aapke number sa hai, sirf ek number ka fark hai aapke number me 8 hai aur uske number me 3. Maine galti se aapka number save kar liya. Aur jab whatsapp pe dekha to aapka status padha aur aapki DP ke saath.”

Maine bahut socha ki kya ye sach bol rahi hai ya jhuth. Agar jhuth bhi bol rahi hai to kyu. Jhuth bolne se bhi iska kya fayda. Ya fir kahi ko dost to nahi hai jo majak kar raha hai. Aisa sochte hue mujhe gussa aa gaya, ab to neend bahut door jaa chuki thi.
Fir maine gusse me hi poocha – “Is baar sahi sahi batao kaun ho tum aur kaha se number mila, agar tum mere saath majak kar rahe aur pareshan kar rahe ho to mai kabhi zindagi me tumse baat nahi karunga.”

“Are mera yakeen kariye, mai Mrinalini hu, mai wakai me apni friend ka number search krte hue aapka number galati se save kar liya, meri friend ka naam Shivanya hai. Aur waise bhi aap bhi galat nahi hai. Aap bhi kaise yakeen karenge. Par aap pareshan mat hoiye. Bas aapke dard ne mujhe aapki taraf khich liya. Aapne jo DP lagayi hai usme aapki aakhe bhi aapke dard ka ehsas dilati hai. Bas maine socha kyu naa apke dard se thora jud ke aapke dard ka ehsas kar saku.”         

Maine uske likhe message ko kam se kam 10 baar padha, aur kahi na kahi khud ke liye sympathy ho gayi. Par mujhe fir se gussa aa gaya ki ye jhuth to nahi, kahi koi mere ehsaso ke saath khel to nahi raha.
maine use message kiya – “Tumhe sach nahi bolna na. Thik hai Good Night. Mujhe bhi ab baat nahi karni.” Aur fir phone rakh liya, par kahi na kahi soch raha tha ki koi reply aaye. Par koi reply nahi aaya. Neend bhi nahi aa rahi thi. Aur use dubara message karne ki himmat nahi thi.

Meri najar compartment me aur logo pe gayi, to dekha sab so rahe the, koi bhi shaksh apni seat pe nahi jag raha tha, kewal mai hi tha. Aur mere sath compartment ki last waali tubelight. Jo mere saath hi jag rahi thi aur mujhse kah rahi thi ki ghabrao mat mai hu tumhare saath. Mai bhi nahi soyi. Maine kuch der tak us door jal rahi tubelight ko dekha. Aur uske baad apne phone ko on kiya, to dekha ki raat ke 3:30 baje hue the. Maine paani piya aur fir se seat par apni peeth ko tikate hue baith gaya, apne pairo ko hilate hue sochne laga ki kya wo shaksh sahi hai, kya wakai me usne jo mujhe bola wo sach hai. Ya fir koi jhuth. Ab ise pata karne ka ek hi tareeka tha.

Maine apne phone me uske bataye hue number ko save kiya jo usne bola tha ki uski  friend ka hai. Maine number save kiya aur dekha ki wakai me wo number ek ladki ka tha, kyuki us number per  jo DP lagi thi wo ek ladki ki thi, jise maine kabhi nahi dekha.  Ab to kahi na kahi mujhe lagne laga ki wo sach kah rahi thi. Par ab usse sorry bolu bhi to kaise, aakhir ego jo tha itna. Par mere dil se yahi awaj aa rahi thi ki tumne galat kiya. Bas dil me aise vichaar aate rahe, mai sochta raha aur subah ho gayi, aur uske saath saath mujhe neend aa gayi.

“BJP ne 73 seats se badhat bana li hai, ab is baar to BJP ki sarkar pakki. Congress ka patta saaf. Abki baar modi sarkar.” Haa ji yahi wo shor tha jiski wajah se meri neend tooti. Maine dekha ki poore compartement me log shor macha rahe ha, BJP ki government ke liye. Pahli baar logo ko ek saath kisi politician ke liye ek saath baat karte hue dekha, pahli baar log kisi politican ko truth, honest, worthy,  hardworker aur na jane kya kya kah rahe the. Pahli baar laga ki hamare desh ka bhi kuch ho sakta hai. 

Mai uth gaya aur dekh kam se kam 10 log Un sir ke laptop ke bagal me khade aur baithe hue the, aur unhone apne laptop me Vodafone ke dongle se, News laga rakhi thi. Jisme Election results aa rahe the. Sab log kaafi khush the, aur shor macha rahe the. Maine phone On kiya aur dekha – Are baap re 12:30 PM. Itna waqt ho chukka tha, mai apni zindagi me kabhi itna nahi soya tha. Mai jaldi se utha aur neeche aaya.

“Goooood Morning Sir ji, subah ho gayi. Badi jaldi utha gaye.” Ye kahte hue mere sir ne mujhpe hasi ki. Aur fir maine Good Morning wish karke, toothbrush leke chala gaya.

Jab mai aaya to maine poocha sir ji kya ho raha hai. Kuch nahi bhai bas Modi ji ko jitwa rahe hai, aisa kahke sir ne wo page fir se refresh kar diya. Aur fir ham logo ne usi topic pe discussionkarna start kiya. Discussion karte karte breakfast aur lunch bhi kiya. 

“Congrats. BJP Won. Modi Ji became Prime Minister of India. So many congrats.” Yahi wo message tha jo Mrinalini ne mujhe bheja tha. Maine bhi reply Kar diya – “same to u.” Aur fir usne jo message kiya tha use copy karke saare contacts ko send kar diya aur congrats kar diya. Idhar compartment chhoti si party start ho gayi, jiske paas jo bhi tha usne share karna suru kar diya. Sab bahut khush the.

“Hii. Had your dinner?” Mrinalini ne poocha. Maine bhi socha ye sach kah rahi hai to ab isse kya ghabrana. Maine bhi reply kar diya – yes and what about you.

Mrinalini – Yes. I also completed just now. What are you doing.
Me – Nothing just travelling.
Mrinalini – From where to where?
Me – Lucknow to Hyderabad.
Mrinalini – Oh to aap Lucknow se hai.
Me –Yes. And you.
Mrinalini – why should I tell? If you come then.
Me – Don’t tell. I have no need to come. I am not so free.
Mrinalini – Oh!  Busy man.
Me – yes.
Mrinalini – So Busy man, what will you do instead of get hurted. (Aap dard paane ke alawa kya karte hai.)
Me – I am working in company in IT department for computer network.
Mrinalini – Oh!  So you are talented also.
Me – Yes, any doubt?
Mrinalini – no Not now.
Me – ok.
Mrinalini – Ok then it is 11 oclock @ night. I am going to sleep. You also try to sleep, do not remember any one who gave you pain. And no need to think about them and come on whatsapp @ 3:30 AM.
Me – It’s mean you noticed that I was online @ 3:30 last night.
Mrinalini –Yes.
Me – Ok. You sleep. I will reach within 2 hour. So I can not sleep.
Mrinalini – Ok. But no need to remember past friends.
Me – Ok. Good night.

Kaun hai ye, kyu God ne isse milwaya mujhe, God ab kya karna chahta hai meri life me. ye mujhe janti bhi nahi thik se, aur baat aise kar rahi hai jaise ki saalo se jaanti ho. Yahi sab sochte sochte meri aakh lag gayi.

“Utho sir jiiiii station aane wala hai. Bahu sote ho bhai. Agar tumhare bharose rahte to aaj to station nikal jaata.” Aisa kahte hue mujhe sir ne jagaya.  Mai jaldi jaldi utha to dekha ki wakai me ham log pahuch chuke the. Bas 15 minutes bache the station aane me. Maine muh dhula aur ham dono wahi train ke gate ko khol ke wahi baith gaye. Aur dekhne lage. Door se kisi station ki light najar aa rhi thi,par wo koi chhota station najar aa raha tha. Maine apne pair ek lader oopar kiye jo train ke gate par bane hote hote hai, aur sir se baate karne laga. Tabhi achaanak – Aaah ! ye kya hua. Bacha gaya yaar warna aaj to mera pair gaya tha. Maine bhi dekha to sir ka shoes neeche se phut chukka tha. Unhone apne pair last wale ladder pe hi rakha hua tha. Aur jaise us chote se station ka platform aaya unke pair me jor ki lagi. Wo to acha tha ki unhone shoes achhi quality ke pahne hue the, warna bahut jada khatra ho jata. Maine unhe andar kiya. Aur apna sara saaman gate pe laake rakh liya. Kyu ki Hyderabad station aane wala tha. 

Raat ke 1:30 par ham log Hyderabad station pahuche,waha se hame jana tha Dilsukhnagar. Jo ki kaafi door tha, to Sir ne company ke hi ek employee se baat ki jo ki pahle se hi waha ek hotel me hi ruke hue the. Unhone kaha ki aap log auto karke aa jaiye. Yaha hotel me acha space hai sab aaram se ho jayega. Aur ham log hotel pahuch gaye, Shri Krishna Hotel. Pahuchte hi ham logo ne decide kiya ki ab rest karte hai, subah uthke decide karte hai kya karna hai kyuki office bas wahi paas me hi tha.

Mai to apne sapno ki dhun me kho gaya aur us anjan shaksh ke bare me bhi sochne laga wahi saari baate. Ki tabhi message aaya - 

Mrinalini – have you reached?

Maine phone on kiya – are ye kya 2:30 ho rahe the raat ke aur uska message.

Me – Yes, just now. I got the hotel also.
Mrinalini –Wow, very good. But Very late and you are not sleeping  yet.
Me – You are also not sleeping. (Why I said this, I am thinking.)
Mrinalini – I just woke up suddenly. I don’t why?
Me – Oh! No worry, it happens some time.
Mrinalini – Yes I know.  
Me – Hmmmmm.
Mrinalini – Oh! You are getting sleepy. Ok sleep we will talk at morning.
Me –Ok. I can’t say good night right now.
Mrinalini – hahahhaha
Me –Haahahha. Bye.
Mrinalini –Bye. 

Usne kyu kaha ki wo subah baat karegi, kyu baat karna chahti hai wo. Aur itni raat ko message kyu kiya usne. Kya wo jaag rahi thi. Aakhir wo kyu jag rahi thi. Kya hai wo, kaun hai wo. Bas yahi sab chal raha tha us waqt mere dimag me. Aur sochte sochte mai so gaya.

“Chain bhi mera dard bhi, Meri Aashiqui ab tum hi ho”, isi ringtone se meri neend khuli. Dekha to Dad ki call thi. Unhe bataya ki – haa mai pahuch gaya, aur office jaana hai. Itna bol ke phone rakh diya. Aur office ke liye ready hone laga kyuki aur sab log already ready ho chuke the.

Office pahuch kar ham log apna apna kaam karne lage, tabhi mere phone pe message aaya,

Mrinalini – Hii, good morning.
Me –It is not morning, it is afternoon.
Mrinalini – Oh!  No issue. Where are you?
Me –In office.
Mrinalini – Oh! So you are working.
Me – No I am going for lunch.
Mrinalini –So you can talk.
Me – Yes.
Mrinalini – So tell me about you. Why you sre so sad in your life. Is there any love matter.
Me – What? Love matter. No no, never.  And who told you that I am sad.
Mrinalini – Don’t lie. I can see. I have seen this world a lot. So I can understand. You can tell me. Don’t worry I will not  hurt you. Because I will not make you any expectation from me. If there is no expectation, there is no pain.
Me – Yes this thing is correct. But I have no pain, seriously.
Mrinalini –Ok don’t tell.  First we will be friend then I think you will tell.
Me –Friend! What, why? How can we be friends? Neither I know you nor  you know me. How then?
Mrinalini – So you want to know about me. So much curiosity. Wait wait wait.
Me – no I do not want to know about you. Seriously. (Maine na jaane kya soch kar ye kah diya, jabki mujhe uske bare me janna to tha.)
Mrinalini –Ok no issue. What are you eating?
Me – Hyderabad special (Biryani), with my sir.
Mrinalini – Ok, nice. Why will you not change your DP?
Me –Why, why I will change my DP?
Mrinalini – you will look handsome, I think.
Me –Excuseme, I am handsome. Understand.
Mrinalini – Oh ho.
Me – yes.

Hame Hyderabad aaye hue 2 din ho gaye the.  Work bhi thora jada ho gaya tha, jisme aur 2 din lagne the. Maine aur Sir ne decide kiya ki ham log kahi ghoomne nahi gaye. Mera man tha ki yaha ki badi badi ji IT ki companies hai, ya fir jaha comptetion hote hai waha jaate hai aur sir kah rahe the ki Ramo Ji filmcity chalte hai. Atleast kaafi discussion ke baad hamne decide kiya ki Chaarminar chalte hai, aur ham log chal diye. 

Charmeenar, jaisa naam tha waisi hi jagah bhi thi. Bahut khoobsurat. Hamare desh ke Itihas (history) ko dikhati hui, ki kistarh hamare desh me pahle log- Art, Engineering, agriculture, culture par vishesh dhyan dete the.  Charmeenar ki sabse oopar jake ham dono ne, poora Hyderabad dekha, wahi pass me ek masjid bhi (mosque) bhi thi. Charmeenar se neeche aane ke baad hamne dekha ki waha pe charo taraf bahut saari shops thi, jisme Motiyo (pearls) ki shop jada dhyan aakrshit kar rahii thi. Ab ham logo ne socha kyu na ek baar Motiyo ko dekhte hai. Unki sundarta ko dekhte hai. Khareedna to hame tha nahi. Bas pahuch gaye. Shop ke andar jaate hi hamne dekha, kya khoobsurat motiyo se bane jewelries thi.  Ham dono ne bahut saare alag alag aur be-intaha khoobsurat Motiyo ki jeweliries ko dekha. Fir ham logo ne wahi thori door pe Hyderabad ki bahut purani Biryani ki shop Shah – Gause Biryani waale key aha biryani khayi aur waapis hotel ko aa gaye.

“Hello, where are you.  I have sent you so many messages, but no reply. What happen?”  Maine hotel pahuch ke jaise whatsapp check kiya. Bhaut saare messages the whatsapp me. Par na jaane q pahli najar isi message pe gayi, jabmaine message open kiya to wakai me (seriously) 53 messages the.

Aakhir kyu kar rahi hai wo itne messages, mere bina reply ke bhi. Why? Sawal to bahut sare the man me par jawab ek bhi nahi. Maine decide kiye ki usise poochte hai.

Me –Hii.. what happen? You messaged me so many.

Mrinalini – Yes. Just for casual talk. But you did not give a singl reply. I think you were busy.
Me – Yes I was. I went to see Hyderabad.
Mrinalini – wow! Where you went?
Me – Chaarmeenar.
Mrinalini – I heard about that place. Send me pics.
Me – why?
Mrinalini – just want to see chaarmeenar.
Me – there is no single pics of chaarmeenar. In all pics I am there.
Mrinalini – I am asking that one only, in which you are.
Me – what?
Mrinalini – yes.
Me – why?
Mrinalini – Ok got to go. Some work is there. Bye. Text you later.

Aaj ham logo ka work Hyderabad me khatm ho chuka thaa aur kal ka reservation tha.  Ham logo aaye hue total 6 days ho chuke the.  Aur maine Hyderabad ko ache se jana, yah ape career, yah ka culture aur bhi bahut kuch. Par mujhe kya pataa tha ki itne dino me koi aur ho jo mujhe bahut ache se jaan gaya tha. Wo kahte hai na har kahani me (in every story) hame kuch suspense, kuch thriller aur koi bahut badi seekh milti hai. Abhi mere saath wo hona baaki tha.

Are sir jara iski DP dekhiye kya lagta hai aapko. Aaj Mrinalini ne apni DP lagayi thi, na jane kyu. Are hatao ise kitni daravni lag rahi hai. Kitni aged hai ye, kam se kam 30 years ki hogi. Aisa kahke Sir to chale gaye. Par mai sochta raha ki kya wakai me usiki DP hai. DP jada khaas nahi thi aur na hi wo achi lag rahi thi. Par na jane kyu mujhe usme ek ajeeb sa apnapan aur sachai najar aa rahi thi, jo mujhe kheech rahi thi.

“Hello! I want to say you something.” Mujhe thori hi der me mrrinalini ka message aaya. Kya kahna hoga use aur kyu. Mai message karu ya na karu. Bas yahi sochta raha tabhi doosra message aaya. 

“Hello! Are you free? I don’t have such time. I want to tell you manythings about me and you. And this is very necessary for you.” Maine jaise uska message padha. Maine socha lao acha pooch leta hu.
Me- Yes tell me.
Mrinalini – Are you angry with me?
Me – no no.  why?
Mrinalini – I think that.
Me – No. tell me what do you want to tell.
Mrinalini –Actually today I want to tell you something about me. But it is very long story. But don’t worry I will tell you shortly.
Me – Yes you can tell.
Mrinalini – first you tell when you are returning.
Me – Tomorrow.  I have to catch train. And day after tomorrow I will be in Lucknow.  Now you tell.
Mrinalini – Ok, that’s nice.
Me – yes, now tell. (Actualy I was very curious to hear.)
Mrinalini –first you promise what I will say you have to understand and try to learn and get rid from your obseesion.

Me – ok. I will. Will you start please?
Mrinalini – yes.  But you will not  interrupt me.
Me –yes. Sure.
Mrinalini –Actualy after talking to you in these days. I got fully understand to you.  And now I can tell you many things about – you are soft hearted, you are very passionate about your future and many other things. But the main thing is that you love your relationships with anyone and any relationship like friendship, brotherhood, Son – Parrents, Tecaher – students and so on. But many times with your expectation you get hurted. I am sure that you have not fallen in true love still with anyone. Actualy I was same as like you. So I just want to tell manythings and may be you will get learn.
Me –What you lied to me, about your name. (lekin ye mere bare me itna kaise jaan gayi, kya wakai me ye jo kah rahi ki ye bilkul mere jaise thi wo sach hai.)
Mrinalini – I told you na that you will not interrupt me. First listen me then ask anything.
Me – Ok, I am listening.
Mrinalini – Good Boy.
Me –hummm…
Mrinalini – Ok listen. Now I have to go. I will tell you everything at eveing. 

Aisa kahke wo phir chali gayi aur mai bas sochta raha ki kya hai uski hakeekat. Aakhir aisa kya hai jo wo mujhe batana chahti hai aur aisa kya hai ki usne mujhse apna naam tak sach nahi bataya. Mujhe uspe yakeen karna chahiye ya nahi. Yakeen na karne ki koi wajah bhi nahi thi.

 Par aage usne jo apni dastaan (story) mujhe batayi, wo sunke meri aakhe geeli ho gayi. Aur dil ko  aisa dhakka laga ki aisa kisi ke saath kaise ho sakta hai, God kisi ko itna dard kaise de sakta hai.

“Chalo sir ji aaj ek baar aur hyderabadi biryani khate hai.” Mujhe sir ne jagate hue kaha. Aur mai bhi ready ho gaya, kyuki mere dil aur dimag me baate to kuch aur hi chal rahi thi. Aur isi jaldi jaldi me mai phone le jana bhool gaya. Mai aur sir dono log gaye, pahle thora ghoome aur uske baad biryani khayi. Biryani khate waqt yaad aaya ki phone to mai hotel me hi bhool gaya, na jane Mrinalini kab message karna shuru kar de. Par ab kar bhi kya sakta tha. Sir ko aise chor ke jaa bhi nahi sakta tha. Biryani khane ke bad sir ne bola aaao thora walk karte hai, kal ke baad na jaane kab aana hoga. Maine kaha na jaane kyu ye shahar (city) apna sa lagta hai. Na jane kyu aisa lagta hai ki isi shahar se mujhe bahut kuch milega. Sir ne bola – bhai sapne dekhna band kar do aura b chalo. Par mujhe na jaane kyu aisa mahsoos ho raha tha. Mera bahut kuch hai is shahar me, jaise ki ye shahar mujhe rok raha ho ki mat jao. Par god ko kya manjoor tha ye to waqt hi batata hai na. 

Ham dono ko hotel aate aate raat ke 11 baj chuke the. Maine aate hi pahle phone nikal ke whatsapp check aur whatsapp check karne ke baad jo usme message the, kaash ki mai use apni usi ehsas (feelings) ke saath bata sakta. Jisse aap aur jyada ache se samjh sakte. Messages kuch aise the -
Mrinalini – When I saw your eyes first time I got that you are very trustworthy person. And you have also lots of sadness in your life. Can I help you, I asked myself. Can I help you to get rid thid type of sadness? Then I realize why not. If I tell you my life you will definetly get understand.
Mrinalini – I was in 9^th when I proposed by a boy of my class. But at that time I rejected his proposal because he did not look handsome as I was thinking.
Time passed I have taken admission in Btech and there I have seen a boy, who was so handsome. Whole collage’s girls want to make relationship with him. Everyone know that he had many relationships before.
I also wanted to make relationship with him and he was also showed his interest in me. And after few months our relationship started. I loved him too much, I always use to bunk my lectures and went out with him. Many times I lied with my parents also. One day I realized that the guy who prosed me in 9^th, was also in my collage. And when I looked in his eyes, I have seen same respect and love. But I forget everything. Because I was already in a relationship and I was in deeply love with my Boyfriend.
Mrinalini –But who knows that the time will make me see one day like that also. One day my lover called me and said that he want to go to a picnic with me for 3 days. I shocked. I can’t deny him and I can’t say to my parents also. Then I lied with parents for collage trip and went with him. In that trip he has 1 friend also. We are total 3 persons.
Mrinalini – I can’t tell you where I went.
Mrinalini –We reached at afternoon, and my love already booked a hotel for us. I want to do some rest. I said him and he gave me a key of hotel room. And I realized that he has taken only 2 rooms. It means we both will live in single room. I was so excited. But in that trip on first night my Boyfriend behaved me like a slut. And treat me like I was only a thing for him which he wanted to use only.  But I had beared everything because I was in deeply love with him.
Mrinalini – But on second day he came and said that his friend also wanted to sleep with me. I shouted and fighted with him. But he did not listen me and make me drunk after that they both did what they wanted. I was totally broken from deep of my heart. I started hated on me. When I came back to home after trip, I realized that I have no need to live. But for my parents I have to live. I did not go to collahge 1 month. After 1 month I went and listened that whole collage knew about my trip. I could not study more in that collage. I came back home and start working. I had to stop my study.
Mrinalini – it had taken 2 years to forget everything. After 2 years my maarige had fixed. But I denied marrying. Because I don’t want to get married. And the person whom I have to marry was 10 years elder than me. I told my parents that please don’t force me for marrying with that person. But they started emotional blackmailing to me. And after lots of drama at my home I have to get unwanted married.
Mrinalini – Everything was good for 2 years of my marriage. I got a daughter also. She was my life. I totally forgot myself. I have only 2 things in my life my husband and my daughter and their happiness only.
Mrinalini – But after 2 years my husband got a relation in his office only. And now whole things changed. He started tourchering me; He used to beat me everyday for little little things. But for my daughter I have to silent. He used to beat me in front of my little angle also. He always used to come home drunk and smoked. One day he thorwed his cigerate on my hand. I got lots of pain and I screamed. But on that cruel person, did not any effect. After few days he started come with his crush at home. And this thing was going to happen everyday. He used to come with his crush and he started beating me in front of her also. These things I was bearing from 2 years.
Mrinalini – I complain to my parents and told them everything many times. But some time they react and some times not. Some time they said we got you married and now our responsibilities over. Now it all depand upon you.
Mrinalini – I many time said to my parents please listen me for your emotional blackmail, culture , sprtual and society I married. But now anyone is not helping me. Why? But they have no answer.
Mrinalini – one day my husband had beaten me and my angle. That day I decided to leave him. And I did. I left his home with my doughter and started living on rent. I searched a job. And  I started working.
Mrinalini – But I told you before What and when things will be happen only god knows. One day I was waiting for a bus on bus stop. Suddenly one car came in front me and I heard a voice – hello. I saw that guy who proposed me in 9^th was in front of me. He said to me for a coffee. But I denied and said that I am getting late for my office. He replied I know your office and I know what is timing of your office, don’t worry I will drop you exact time. And he told me correct office address and timimg. I surprised. Then I have no answer. I have to go, and I went.
Mrinalini – On coffee he told me that he knew everything about me from start.  What happened in collage and what happened in personal life after marriage. I was little bit surprised and asked him that how he knows. He told me that after collage accident he searched me, but he did not come in front of me. He came in my marriage also. And he knew about my first job. I asked why? He said because I was his first and last love.
Mrinalini – I get tempered on name of love and moved from there. After few days he mate me in front of my daughter’s school, and my daughter said Mom please meet my English sir. And then I said him  why he was doing that. He said you got me wrong again. Now I just want a little friendship. Look I have company of export and import; I need a hardworker, trustworthy and honest manager. And I think you are perfect. Don’t worry in job timimgs I will not come to you. You will only give me report. God promise. And after that he said to my angle to convence me.
Mrinalini – I started working in his company. After 8 month one day he came to me with my daughter and propsed me in front of whole office.and whole office started convencing me. He said that I know everything that what happened with me in past. But that was past and he is my future. He said that he will love my and my doughter more than anything or anyone. And I accepted because he took my parents also in office on that day. My parents said to me sorry, and started crying and said me to get married with him. And after 2 months I got married with him.
Mrinalini – Now I am self depend women. I have cute little angle. I have such a true and diehard lover. Lots of happiness. I am a business woman also. One day my husband said that the guy who did wrong with me, was dead due to car accident. I asked him many times but he did not tell me that where and how that car accident happened. He said me no need to know. Just be happy, love me and get more love from anyone in this world.

Mrinalini –  I know it is hard to believe on my life. You will say that this is a movie script. But no dear this is my life. These all things happened in my life. And I am victim of these.

Mrinalini – I have no need to lie to you, I don’t want to tell you my name and I never asked your name also. I just want to tell you about this world, about relationships, about trust and about love. At last I want to say Mr. Stranger that you have such a beautiful heart. Don’t waste it for any one Just wait for your soulmate. And if you get pain it means you willget lots of happiness. And if anything happened in your past, just forget about that and move on. Please try to learn from my life that’s why I shared my life with you. And I came to in your life for this much time only. After this message I will not message you and you will also not able to message me. Because I will distroy my and my friend both number. Because I realy don’t want that you will waste your lovely and important time in search of me. My last line for you – 

“Khoobsurat dil waale logo ke paas, khoobsurat ehsas hote hai aur wo apne ehsas ke jariye duniya me ek alag mukaam haasil karte hai”

agar tumne bhi wo mukaam haasil kar liya to ek na ek din ham jarur milenge. Tab tak ke liye “Good Bye, God Bless You”

Meri aakho ka paani sookh hi nahi raha tha ye padhne ke baad aur use janne ke baad. Koi anjan shaksh is kadar life me aayega aur meri life ke liye ek nayi seekh de jayega. Mai bhi apne ghar Lucknow aa chuka tha. Par ab meri life poori tarah se badal chuki thi. Ye jo pichle 8 din the meri life ke un dino me us anjan shaksh ne aake meri duniya hi badal di thi. Logo ke liye sochne ka najariya hi badal chuka tha. Kisi bhi kaam ko karne ka tareeka hi badal chukka tha, kyuki positiveness bahut bhar di thi mujhme kisine. Aur bina apna naam aur pata bataye mujhe ek nayi zindagi de gaya. Mai us anjaan shaksh ko kabhi nahi bhula sakta. Us shaksh ka ehsaan mai kabhi nahi bhool sakunga. Bas uske baad maine use kabhi nahi dhoondhne ki kosis bhi nahi ki. Kyuki uska ehsan mai tabhi poora kar sakunga jab mai wo Mukaam haasil kar lunga. Sayad tab mai usse garv (proud) ke saath kah saku, ki haa tumne dee thi mujhe ek nayi seekh zindagi jeene ki.
“Wo anjaan shaksh” ha yahi naam diya hai maine use.

                                                                                 -------AKASH SRIVASTAVA